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One of my favorite things about the time between Thanksgiving and Christmas is how Oldies 103.3 plays non stop Christmas music. I actually really love it. I have one problem though, and that is their obsession with Dominic the Donkey, which is not even a real Christmas song. It's stupid. They play it at least once an hour. I'm all for Chrismas music, especially Oh Holy Night and the Trans Siberian Orchestera, but this one I really just don't understand. Not to mention, Dominic is probably among the most decidedly human names in existence, and is therefore an inappropriate name for a donkey.
But now James Taylor is singing Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas, and that is just great.
It's so balmy outside that I feel like this must be what Christmas outside of New England feels like. I can't decide if I like it or not. Obviously we should all blame the President for the climate.
The sheer volume of work I need to do in the next three weeks is staggering. I think I'm going to need to invest in a new pack of printer paper, hopefully my ink cartridges will hold out.
Last night was the American Girl Christmas movie featuring Molly. It was sub par compared to the Samantha and Felicity movies, which is a shame because Molly's WWII story probably had more tearjerking potential than any of the other ones, with the exception of Addy the slave of course, who is clearly in a league of her own when it comes to hardship.
Speaking of hardship, I registered for next semester's classes today, which was laughable. You'd think junior standing would give you options. Nope.
Um, I don't actually want to start doing all of the aforementioned writing assignments, but I probably should.
Whenever I'm really feeling like I don't want to do something, my favorite way to procrastinate is to go back in time and read old entries in this blog. Oftentimes, I'm not going to lie, I really just crack myself up. But then I also want to smack myself other times for being so lame and angsty for Pete's sake.
One of these days, in the name of all things Narcissus, I have every intention of buying a fresh ink cartrdige and a pack of printer paper and printing out these entries to make them slightly more permenant. I think they'd make a lovely sequel to The Diary of 1995-1998. Criminy.
A reoccuring theme I would like to call a bit of attention to is that every time I have brought up life in Los Angeles after college, it always involves subsiding on Tostitos. I really don't know why that is, it's not like Tostitos are your typical destitute man's snack or anything. But it's true, that is what I imagine eating a lot of when I become poor and Californian.
So, big news. Liz, Meaghan, and myself have finally done it. We had waited long enough. We decided we were in the right place in our lives. The timing was right. We felt comfortable. It had to happen sooner or later, but we didn't want to rush it. We were ready, physically and emotionally, to deal with whatever would result from...putting up our beautiful silver tinsel Christmas tree before Thanksgiving.
Yeah.
Speaking of Thanksgiving, in one week I will offically be on BREAK, and everyone will be in Leominster, and it will just be great. And then, the day AFTER Thanksgiving, the radio stations will start playing non stop Christmas music, and I WON'T be working black Friday at LNT (I never have, but can you imagine anything more horrible?) and maybe it will snow, and then won't everything just be lovely.
I just made two cookies out of this enormous tube of cookie dough, and I think now is the time to eat them.
Great.
I'm discouraged. And if I were a quitter...now would be the time where I'd be doing some major quitting.
It's terrible when the things you thought you loved start to make you want to add them to your hate list. Really terrible.
My rubber dish washing gloves make me feel like a cow insemenator.
Feminism is a nice idea, but do there really have to be so many different versions of it? Really? Let's all just pick one and go with it.
I want to go shopping and purchase a new hat and possibly some gloves and maybe even a scarf. Oh God, that's right...I haven't earned a cent since August.
Speaking of earning cents, Linens N Things was the answer to a question on College Jeopardy last night. It was cute.
I have to get a variety of opinions/criticisms of my screenplay, so if anyone's interested...let me know. It's only the first 10 pages.
I've successfully farted away another hour. This is GREAT.
Today I gave Emerson my deposit to secure my position in the LA Program for Spring 2008. That used to sound SO far away, but now I feel like it's catching up to me pretty quick. So I guess in a mere year from now, I'll already be finishing my last semester in Boston before the golden gates of California welcome me and my little dreams with open arms into the land of Hollywood opportunity.
Right. I'm sure that's how it works. Ask ANYONE.
Regardless, I'm excited/terrified at how real my predicament is. I could easily be a homeless and unemployed aspiring screenwriter/production assistant/TV production graduate in a little over a year.
Criminy.
Speaking of California, while I used to be really jealous of Elliott and Michael and E.T. when they got to go trick or treating without any coats ruining their costumes, I really don't think Halloween would be as awesome outside of New England. The beautiful, well kept brownstone on Joy Place I walk by every day secured my feelings on this matter, because they changed their normally white window lights (which are on 24/7 and are sneakily fixed on the inside of the many windows, between the curtain and the glass, to prevent creeps like me from looking in) to yellow, green, and orange ones and then put really fancy Halloween cutouts in the windows that get lit up by the colored lights and just look so cool. I can't wait to see what they do for Christmas.
I love it here. I love being with my friends and my proximity to the Whole Foods dessert bar's apple crisp and the fact that Marie Antoinette and The Prestige lived up to my expectations.
I'm pretty upset that Reese and Ryan have gone splitsville, though. Not going to lie.
Today is Wednesday.
Wendesday is supposed to be one of my favorite days of the week. No meetings, no shows, no waking up at 6:30, no coming back from campus at 10:30.
Wednesday is NOT supposed to be the day I have to spend studying for a godforsaken exam, how is it possibly midterm already?
Wednesday is supposed to be for LOST, not for waking up to the sound of Steven the Mouse (pray to God he's a mouse) chewing on the wrapper of the peanut butter crackers that sustained me all day yesterday, the wrapper that I ignorantly left in my bag like a fool, like a fool, thinking I was safe. Steven lives. He is tangible. With a secret escape route from my room.
Wednesday, and two day weeks in general, should definitely not be this horrendous.
Alright.
I was legitimately surprised/upset when mine was NOT one of the 300 names picked to recieve tickets along the red carpet for Oscars 2006 in February. Hmph. I really thought I had that one.
On the plus side, I was able to get my LA Spring 2008 application in 53 minutes after it became available online, so with any luck, I'll win the Oscar Lottery NEXT year, and I won't even have to buy plane tickets. I bet that's what fate is waiting for. Fate wants to save me a couple hundred dollars. Sure.
I'm glad I got to see Babel tonight, it was basically yet another vingette film that makes me never want to set foot in Mexico, ever. Love those.
I have a feeling all of my involvements are about to come crashing down, cartoon anvil style, onto my head, causing me to become 2D, get little birds flying around my head, dissolve into ashes, etc. etc.
I hate Media Criticism and Theory, probably because I don't get it, because the readings are a snorefest. All I wanted to do was write my first paper on what "paradimatic signs" and "semiologistics" make E.T. magical. I thought that would suffice, but then my adorable little Asian professor with an affinity for air quotes had to complicate things to the max.
Time for Nazi mouse comics and bed. That's f-ed up.
I should have known that God was out to spite me today when I was forced to suffer through a "freezing, maybe a couple of degrees over" shower this morning. It was numbing, to say the least.
I'm feeling a mess. Maybe I just drank too much white trash sparkling nail polish remover tonight.
One thing I know is that I always try to do the right thing, regardless of whether or not anyone necessarily deserves it. I'm also really tired of being a fallback. I'm tired of apologizing for no reason, and while I'll never get tired of caring, I am tired of caring without any appreciation. I've watched enough movies to know what I want, but I've also lived long enough to know that certain things may never happen. I may have little to no sense of reality, but at least I don't pretend I'm one way and act another.
I don't want to have invested all of this time only to lose everything, but really, it's out of my control.
The statehouse looked especially beautiful tonight.
